Achievement is perhaps everyone's expectations.Everyone is racing to the forefront. And I was silent and remained silent. Had I not thought to want to do something similar? Just heard a whisper: "I just wanted to be a fun and make people happy with what I make.
I dont need to be a winner will be apparent obsession in this world. However, it does not mean I do not have the desire ... I really have it. Just maybe more simple. And I think it is no less great .. Because maybe a glimmer of light will be very significant for those who are blind. However, the lights are too bright it will invite the eye.
Changing so rapidly. No one thought we could be so loving but then get bored and half-dead hated. All.. can not be predicted because it just changed. And all it was like threads tangled in my head now. I think a lot .. About me, they, him, and all around me .... I see all the events and read it for myself. All is real and so can I feel .. Sometimes so destructive haunting mood ... sometimes repetitive and very time-consuming and mind ... I know it is not necessary, but keep in mind that all the entry may have this highly saturated. Until I found out about a cause than an event. With one point of stain that can spread and make everything into patches of patents. Thus changing a person into something that might be a little special, or do not like her as normal.
In this world there are many couples. There are paired opposite each other where one is the jovial and dreamers. And the other one is quieter and more introverted. And they stay in touch over the years. But somehow I feel there is a deep ravine when he saw the couple a very contradictory. which will easily show the difference that became a sharp keril the long run is not impossible that a mound of rocks. Relationships that might survive when there is one willing to budge, but trying to become another person to defend something that is not the best. I think so, and I tried to put it here. I'm grateful I and my boyfriend now has a lot of harmony. Where we might have the opposite properties. I like being the unshakable, hard, strong and opinionated. Dy can be gentle, patient and understanding as well as vice versa. There were opposite but friendly disagreement between us. Not a contradiction that can be in the water and oil parable conflicting. I feel I am and he has many contradictions that increasingly cemented our relationship. thank god :)
I often feel empty a while. Feeling very tired, without knowing why. Sometimes to be without passion and feeling very lazy did not want to do anything. Loss of morale as well as an obsession to do something even, though I loved very much.
But the sight that I see tonight, a landscape which started when I had to wait for my boyfriend at a tavern steak "Steak Kampung". I sat alone, on the other end spot and start selecting 2 of my favorite menu, one crispy chicken steak and one avocado float .. yummy! And after I managed to finish it, I saw a group of new visitors who came, a boy pulled the most noticed at the time. The boy was about teens, love and in a way good looking, maybe,,, He is often seen to spread smiles on the people who are nearby. Until one day, I saw nothing strange of it ... I see that he does not have a full hand in her right hand,,, and again I saw the same thing in his left hand ..... But she still looks cheerful, He can still punch ponsel with both hands full of limitations. Every now and then smoothed her hair all she could do. As if its limitations have been such adjust and not be limited to have no function at all. Immediately I was stunned,,, sad and glad to see the full blessing that I get,,, is not it lucky we have everything intact. And, with everything intact whether we should be excited? of course not!
Lately, I often feel not excited. My body feels so tired, so did my thoughts. Perhaps, it is also the reason, why I became lazy to move, I just want to sleep.
Actually, I'm not the type of person who likes idleness. I was someone who feels a day so quickly, and so much to be done. Until I felt my mind was never relaxed. I want to finish everything without thinking, that it sometimes does not make sense. Yaaah, maybe it was my bad side, which makes my body becomes sick easily ... I have tried seems to more relax from now ...
Everyone seemed to run. Time goes so fast. Seemed never to stop, even for a second. So everything changes so fast. No one knows about what happened the day before. In fact, I often feel all like surprises, things that had seemed no sense to make sense. And I feel the world is really small,,,, they can turn place, it all made me wonder ... but, the reality makes all the light, because the reality is changing all that unreasonable ... like someone who did not know each other, met in a chance meeting, and ending with a special relationship ...
I miss the memories of the past ... when I cleaned my old boxes - I found the photographs scattered, some are damaged but I managed to save some.
I see the old faces in the photographs, innocent faces full of laughter. They are laugh of my old life, they are my friends. My lovely friends ♥--Friends who fill my old days, faces that have ever lived at that time and will never be the same when I found them again today.
Lifes give change, and change will make things will never be the same. Everything changed..they are too, but they are of the past and the laughter still continued to be a memory for remembering all ..
Today is probably not much that I do. As usual went to college at 7 am, running and angry at myself,for the time being chased and smiled bitterly when he realized that morning that I was unlucky enough .... hell yeahhh .. I woke up very late .. And what is worse this morning is quite important to me in college because today I have a presentation. Although the presentation was randomized, but I'm still worried that my group developed a presentation, and I'm not there with them.
Hell to heaven a little air-conditioned: P
Nothing is impossible, even bad luck can change at the better when it comes a bit of luck. Yaaaa ... it's true and it happened to me this morning .. Congratulations My lecture was not going to class ...!! hmmm .. yeahhhh I feel pretty lucky again,,
night: a figure that I have ever seen it,, really? With someone special and friends walk the most loyal,,, a boyfriend who could be anything for me ... haghhaggg: p. .. We went together for a walk. Maybe tonight was the night due to poor rains. And my man was carrying a motorcycle,,, and certainly we were able to predict the rain at last ... That's why we decided.....
Tonight I have not slept. Still with classical music and the desire to make ourselves comfortable. With this fun activity that I still keep up (especially if it was not explored the world by reading books or exploring various blogspot very inspiring). Not infrequently too, my imagination made me think I was visiting beautiful places. I really hope one day, could go to a lot of amazing country of that.
mm, anyway these'rephotos ofmeand my friends,whenour firstmeetingin theestablishmentmadeforfun (creativephotographyandconcept)